Friday, April 14, 2017

The demon in my abdomen!

U stick ur ugly hood,                                                 
When I eat the wrong food
When the morale is low 
And the teas are high
The wave of bile makes me wanna cry
My head flopping side to side
The queasy feeling I try to hide
Food for mood is a distant dream    
Oh Pylori u r so mean!
Daintly holding a glass of wine...
At a late night party I try to shine..
But u also join with a peg of HCL
Of perfume and vomit I start to smell.
Not a gastro but a banker I married
My occassional freakshows always get him worried
Nobel u got, but I got acidity!!!
Pylori u push me to the edge of sanity!



-10th March 2017

Friday, December 14, 2012

The Stem cell talks!



I'm a novel cell
From a variety of places I dwell
I can be what you want..
Just turn my signaling on..

Please get me to the right place..
Otherwise in the 'lungs' I'll have to find my solace..
I always need my people around...
A like-minded 'colonial' town...

I 'double up' with my offsprings...
To fill the flask and your mind...
A matchless proliferative potential...
I add little surprises to your daily grind..

I got a Nobel..u go get a life..
Do you know what I really look like???!!!
What is so unique...what is so neat..?
Just my mention, turns up your heartbeat..

Am I a rogue?
Or a prince in shining armour...?
Before you 'bank' on me..
My mystery u need to decipher...


Friday, December 2, 2011

Do we blame it on our stars?


Faith or fate...?
To decide my mate..
My Stars or my cars..?
Will take me far..
Trust or lust..?
Will break us apart..
How does it feature 
On our birth chart..?

Birth and death..
Experiences divine..
Only Almighty knows..
Their date and time..
Why should Mars decide..
Who will be mine..!

Horoscopy or astrology 
An incomplete science..
Please tell your parents  
And be defiant..
Believe in yourself..
Believe in your will..
Coz if you don't 'move'
Life would come to a standstill...

-Sneha Laghate
2nd Dec, 2011

Monday, October 17, 2011

Smart Dreams!

-Inspired by Dr. Sheldon Cooper and Aamir Khan (from 3 idiots)
I wish I was smarter...
As fast as a comet...
Invisible to your eyes...
I would woosh through the skies..

I wish I was intelligent..
Like lightening in the dark sky..
My brain waves would crackle..
Giving me an intellectual high...

I wish I could answer...
Every question that you ask me...
Omniscient would be my pet name..
Overnight I would rise to fame..

I wish I could read faster...
With the blink of an eye...
I would devour all textbooks...
With a smile.. not a sigh..

I wish I could laugh..
At silly things people say...
And show that they are unworthy..
Their heads are pots of clay...

I wish I could quote 
Great authors of all time..
And quote myself.. being one of them..
With my pearls of wisdom divine...

I wish I was a prodigy..
Sheldon Cooper's jealousy...
Open-mouthed you would stand..
To touch me you would stretch your hand...

But what is this life if full of care...
We have no time to stand and stare...
Smartness aint happiness...
Success aint happiness..
It is within...
It is resting..
So bare your heart and mind..
It is peace that you need to find...
Smartness in the normal curve..
Beyond is the path of insanity...
Have trod there before..
But now I have clarity..
Smartness is relative..
Happiness is universal...
So go the easy way...
Eat, love and pray..
Need to watch it someday.. :P...

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Research- Is it benefitting mankind to the extent that it should?? - A curtain raiser.


Research - Is it benefitting mankind to the extent that it should? A curtain raiser!
This question sounds very utopian, but being in this field of Biological Sciences for the last two years makes me ponder over scientific research being a boon to mankind. NIH and other government funding organizations need scientists to work relentlessly on something which is of immediate concern. The researchers, living on a meager stipend, are expected to address to impending scientific questions. This also includes controlling the damage caused by natural and man-made hazards to human health and living. Biological Sciences and Medicine go hand in hand, where scientists hypothesize various phenomena governing diseases at the molecular level and unmesh the bewildering signaling complexes that wreak havoc in a body in the diseased state. The current scenario is, or rather should be, to apply all possible scientific knowledge available to us to date and design the best possible systems to address these hypotheses.
Everything in scientific research seems so cutting edge and sometimes it makes us feel as if we are very close to unraveling the causes, and engineer the treatments for cancer, AIDS and other lethal diseases which were under no control a few years ago. However, on the other hand, it also seems that we all are living in a bubble where medical science has progressed but it could have progressed much more if the 'publish or perish' quote wouldn't have been misinterpreted.
After studying in a few research institutes and understanding the ways in which scientists pose questions, write grants and do 'basic' research, it seems that only 40% of the actual effort is probably benefiting mankind in some way. I am not expressing any doubt about the potential of these scientists or the questions that they pose, they have every right to do that and that is why they are scientists. But what concerns me is, whether the efforts put in answering these questions truly benefiting mankind to the extent that they should! I often hear about data getting scooped and that several years are spent in just proving or disproving published studies. As such, the scientific Journals are categorized within a wide range of impact factors which explains that mediocre research is still rampant or encouraged by lower end journals.
Just when I had decided to start my journey in this seemingly satisfying, noble but often frustrating field, I had imagined myself being a part of the family of scientists working endlessly towards a cause. My mental picture was that of sharing ideas, exchanging tools and letting the excitement be contagious and uniform for everyone answering those questions and hypotheses. Again, it was very very Utopian! What I see now is that questions are posed for the survival of the lab, for getting grants and publishing more number of low quality papers and lastly but very sadly serving as the daily bread for both the advisor and the budding student scientists.
At the level of a lab, which is the heart of where everything should happen, there is often no spirit of 'working towards a cause' or even the slightest intention of 'cracking the unknown!' the way it is elaborately stated in grants.  In fact, unhealthy competition, authorship issues, tenure track necrotize the progress of science. Why can’t all the labs in the world collaborate, study cancer or AIDS together? Why do grants get rejected completely dampening the spirit of the researchers making them resort to use of inexpensive reagents for experiments to redeem themselves?  I think that if a 1000 scientists are working towards finding a cure for a disease, eg: breast cancer, and if each one of them poses a 100 questions, the time and effort invested in answering these questions will not be 100*10 years (10 years per question per scientist) of work for all the 1000 scientists if they all collaborate on a weekly or a monthly basis. It will instead be a 1000*100 questions together, but 100*1000/1000*10 no. of years spent in doing research to answer those questions. This is a simple equation taking into consideration the number of post docs, graduate students and technicians that every scientist (PI) will contribute at the same time. There will be no ego, no competition for publishing the same thing and a lot of efforts would be saved in terms of designing or creating things compatible for the system answering the questions eg. creating mutants, clones, primers and knockdowns. There will be ample discussions and thus all possible controls for an experiment will be taken into consideration without making haste for a publication.
These experiments would be more repeatable amongst labs because of the transparency in communication between fellow scientists. Animals will not be slaughtered just for getting a 'Nature' or 'PNAS' publication but they will be true martyrs towards mankind and human health.
This ‘cut throat’ competition in the 'cutting edge' research is actually 'cutting down' the quality of research performed! We need to utilize funds carefully, plan well so that long term problems of immediate concern can be tackled appropriately. Every research paper published should be translational, at least in the near future or else it would be squandering away precious grants and the most important reagent, 'time'! Otherwise, we can still spend another few hundred years trying to figure out how different cellular pathways work (or rather made to work under different conditions in different labs!!) and still remain as intrigued as we are about the mechanisms of these fatal diseases bothering us since years.
The 'Publish or Perish' principle shouldn't be a curse but a motivation for publishing only the best!

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Choice between PHD and a man!

It was the middle of Jan....
And I had to choose between PhD and a man...
Is the degree more important or is the soulmate...
Both stick to you like duct tape...

Really!!!...aren't u more sure about Phd...
Than someone whom u can't guarantee..
No..but then I'll need a friend for my journey..
But need the degree for my money...

Well...with a man I'll be happy..
With PhD...I dunno...
With a man I can be appreciated...
With research....only wen a publication is fated...

But research is a food for my soul..
Love is never pure and whole...
With research...I can reach my goal..
Love's is painful and cold..

PhD...is engaging your mind in fruitful activities
Love is dullness and emotional frivolities...
A degree is what you are...
A man can be near or far...

So why not make the best of every opportunity...
Climb high and push up against gravity...
Wouldn't it be higher than tequila and wine..
Shine shine....and don't whine...

Forget about love...forget about men..
They are all the same in the end...
They just want you to nod and want you to bend..
So, you should just try and change life's trend...

Hug your paper...and feel the warmth...
Rest on your bench...content and calm..
This is called justifying a compromise...
So wud you rather be loved....or wud u remain wise :))

Friday, April 15, 2011

Pre-exam etc etc!!


Have you ever felt like the captain of the Indian Cricket team or the Pakistani Cricket team just before an India Pakistan match or did you ever try feeling like that? Considering the recent events everyone would want to be Dhoni, but let me tell you, it's not going to be fun at all! Imagine the whole team is going to look up to you, or rather the whole nation(only if you win), but if you lose, then God save you! You will be subjected to criticism, abuse, slander and it will take you several years to redeem yourself. Thus being the captain,you can experience either 'breathtaking highs' or 'heartbreaking lows'. If you are wondering how stressful and or exciting it must be to have such an experience, then I would say, you don't need to be Dhoni or Afridi really. You can be yourself and go through an equally stressful experience. Remember your 4th or 7th Std Scholarship exam, 10th Std , 12th Std, CET(Med/Eng/Architecture), JEE, every semester or quarterly exam or even the smallest of quizes that you have faced? You had a cheering and competitive audience around you, a caring mother, a strict father, a noisy brother/sister, a sweet and relaxed grandmother, attractions, distractions, aspirations, procrastinations, headaches, palpitations..If I ask you to make a list of pre-exam emoticons, pre-exam blog, pre-exam songs, pre-exam chat rooms, pre-exam bathroom schedules(what are you talking about?? I never wasted time there thinking..I am not crazy :D...), pre-exam clothes, pre-exam  food and pre-exam TV shows, there will be a very interesting list from each one of us. Our idiosyncrasies at their best!  There is a page on FB- 'Everything else becomes so much more interesting during exams!!' I think all of us (with the exceptions of Sheldon Cooper replicas) should 'like' or 'superlike' that page :D. Well, during the world cup we 'bled blue', during exams we 'bleed rainbow colours'...
If you were from India giving an exam, then 50% of your time-you would be cramming, 10% of the time you would fear that you have forgotten what you have crammed 3 days ago, 20% of the time you would be spending over the phone discussing with your friend how much he/she has finished learning and with relatives   who think that their wishes are going to change the world for you. The remaining 20% would be sleeping, daydreaming, and being pampered by your mom or grandmom. For Americans, the scenario is slightly different, they are trained to multitask, having a job, living on their own and also their system of education demands learning through practical experience rather than cramming. But I know for a fact that they also cram and most of their exams have questions repeated from the previous ones. 
So till the nail-biting finish is finally reached, you feel burned out, and you realise that a month has passed away just giving exams. So, I feel that everyone should develop a novel way to scrape through exams 'stress free'. I know I used to get worried for exams 8 weeks in advance!! Feels ridiculous now, but I feel that it was a waste of time. But well, I sometimes think of crazy things that one could do to get rid of exam stress. 
Eg: plant a sapling, sing out aloud, kick the wall hard, try to make funny expressions standing in front of the mirror or even photograph them, play with kids and go to your terrace to look at the moon. I used to feel like cleaning the house, washing vessels, making chapatis, and last but not the least- dreaming of being a housewife everyday till the exam got done:)) What kinda stress is this?? Let me tell you, these exams would enable you get a good career ahead, but you would have lost out on a lot of things which would make you a happy soul! So guys and gals, and twinkies to be- you really don't want to be 23 and feel like you are 16 again right? So develop the right the exam stressbusters for yourself which won't let you lose yourself, or let others judge you for who you are! Try making a list of things you enjoy and schedule them during your pre-exam days. Exam days pass easily revising everything, but it's the pre-exam stress that gets to you, so my friends try to think of nice fun things that you could do before exams without letting them affect your performance and post them here as your comments!! :)) 

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

My Momentary Wishful thinking!



I wish I could go to heaven!
Where there wud be no JAK2, SH2B and PAK1
Nobody wud be working towards a publication..
Everything would be available without an RO1!!!

I would sleep on my fluffy cloudy bed..
And not the alarm clock...but the sun rays wud wake me up instead...
And there would be more peace than data in my head...
Breakfast wud be more than just cereal and bread..

I wud not be dreaming of Indian food...
There will be a thousand cuisines to suit my mood..
Smiling angels....joy around..
No pipettes, gloves and -80 sounds...

For the first time I wud be 'over' my boss's head..
Not having to enter it..to analyse wat he/she said..
No films to show...no westerns to run...
Oh my life..oops...'afterlife' wud be so much fun!!

I wud be flying where I wud want...
Everyday wud be a weekend...no assignments to haunt..
Not looking thru the microscope or 'being under it'
Everything wud be magical...nothing hypothetical,requiring data to support it..

But I wud miss my cells after all..
Splitting them..feeding them thru Spring, Summer and Fall..
I wud miss my lab mates...wud miss my students..
This was just a passing thought...life wud be boring in heaven...:P...

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Cortactin- my favourite protein

To my friend Cortactin..


Poem - 1

Oh Dear Cortactin!! 
I shall throw you in the bin..
If you won't show any response to Prolactin
On my next autoradiography film

I thought you were my friend..
Someone on whom I could depend..
With you for my last project I could fend...
Please don't ditch me in the end..

Dear Cortactin...I hope you could find..
Your novel partner from my lab to bind..
Please be loving and kind...
Someday I need to get out of this grind..

Do you like Jak2 more or are you biased towards PAK1,
Don't say that you like none...
Are you trying to be wicked and poke fun...
At Science, me and the cytoskeleton??

Oh Cortactin...one day I shall make you my bitch...
One day I shall fix the glitch...
My Co-ips and kinase assays will overcome the hitch...
For once and forever I shall please the WITCH !!!! :))
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Poem 2

Dear Cortactin, the powerful and mighty..
I need to get out of the lab quickly...
Show your prowess and invade..
The ECM(extracellular matrix) is gelatinous and tasty...

I want you to reside in invadopodia..
Not all over the cell..
Coz when you reside in the cytosol and ruffles..
Its hard for me to stain and tell...

Why do you do this to me..
When I give you whatever cancer cell you want..
I don't want to come home like a loser..
I don't want to hear her single taunt..

C'mon now..kick ass dear...
Y527F Src will help you...have no fear..
Call upon MMPS, Arp2/3, Wasp and Dynamin..
Polymerize the actin and eat up the gelatin..
Or else I shall kick you in the rear!